So I am moving
to...
Atlanta, Georgia.
Exciting, huh?

Long story short problems with family,
good oppurtunity in Georgia,
so I'm going.

Down side:
leaving my friends and family
have to get used to living with my brother..again
leaving New Orleans..the city I love. 
Leaving my Grandma Gia
Leaving Brian

Up side:
I get to see my oldest brother everyday
I get to see my niece whenever I want/whenever I have off
I have a nephew on the way that I will get to see right after he's born verses months and months later
I get to see my brother and sister-in-law when I go see my niece and nephew
New people
New experiences 
Time with family that I used to hardly ever see
My own place again! Or at least a place that I have to share with my brother but not my mother or sister


Well looks like the up side out weighs the down side but a bunch. 
Kara and everyone else can come visit whenever they want though

I'll miss everyone bunches and bunches though
Oh and look I get to go to school out of state like I always wanted. 

Oh AND no more ex's randomly popping up. YAY!!!!

New place, new people...new me.

My life right now pretty much rocks. 
I like my job.
I have awesome friends.
I got to go visit Natchitoches last week.
Then there's kinda sorta boyfriend. 
Things are going well with that. 
He makes me smile...a lot. 
You know me, all I need is a good kisser,
haha. 
It's gettin easier and easier to get use to
this "new" life, this new sched./plan.
I'm content. 
Maybe I don't have to have
EVERYTHING
right now. 
Maybe I can wait for a little bit, 
on some stuff that is. 

And I might move at the end of this year.
But then that leaves school
forgotten and unfinished.
And I definately want to finish. 
Maybe I'll move to Georgia.
Or maybe I'll just stay here for awhile longer,
here isn't all that bad. 

And the one that I thought
was going to my
one and only
forever...
It ended a long time ago,
and I've come to realize 
that
He's really just a big mess
and nothing but a disappointment.
I tried for a while to figure out 
why I was attracted to him,
but now it just doesn't seem to matter.
Whatever it was couldn't have been
THAT strong. 
I mean I'm over it now aren't I?

:) Life is good...really good.



And 
                              the way 
he looks at me
                            makes me melt.

I'm back in New Orleans...finally. I started working at a Marriott in the city and I love it. Mr. oh so pretty great is gone gone gone. He did nothing wrong, I just moved and I down right refuse to do any long distance relationship bull shit. 

My car is now in my name and I'm kinda excited about it. It means that I don't have to deal with my dad and be nice to him anymore if I don't want to be. I mean him and his girlfriend have seriously annoyed the crap out of my the past couple of days. Actually that whole side of the family has annoyed the crap out of me for the past week. And so thank goodness that Thanksgiving and Christmas are an entire year away so I have all that time to enjoy not having to deal with them. 

As for my job.....wonderful! I work with really nice people and it's in downtown New Orleans which is always fun. AND I might be moving to Seattle in a year (end of 2007, beginning of 2008). Which is a little ways off but I have to start thinking about it now. Look at all the options. Other than that planning, I haven't been planning much. 

One of my friends is having a baby April 10th I want to say. It's a boy and I'm super excited. We don't have any little boys in our families. (my mom is very close with her mom, we just as soon be sisters). So yes that is it in my life right now. I'm sure there's some stuff that i've left out and if I think of anything I will edit this post but more than likely you will just miss out, so get over it. 

Ok back to work....and then home to sleep because I have the flu.
woohoo....I hate the flu.

Not many of the things that I have done in the past have made terrific sense, actually some haven't made any sense at all. I've always taken the road that seemed more fun instead of solid, I liked the shakey broken road. I would take that road over the boing road any day. I was always afraid that my life would turn out boring and everyday. I didn't want the normal life with the normal occurences and not so special moments. I wanted someone to look back on my life after I was gone and say "wow, she lead an amaezing life." 

So by going after this amazing wild exciting life have I screwed up what was suppose to be? I never slowed down for even a second to think about how any of the decisions I made could affect my life later on. I was just worried about the fun that I having at that moment. I mean don't get me wrong, I plan for my future but it's more like general ideas. Like I want to graduate from college in Broadcast Journalism/Business or Business/Hotel Management. I want to move to New York or Cali and I want to come back to New Orleans to visit OFTEN. If I ever get married and have kids I want to move back to New Orleans because I wouldn't dream of raising my kids anywhere else because I can't picture myself being raised anywhere else. I have that kind of stuff planned out.

What if I had known how things were going to turn out? What would I have done differently, if anything at all? I don't think about it anymore, but once in a while someone will ask me something about how things turned out and all I can think is that I'm happy with the way my life is right now. But then the conversation is over and I walk away thinking am I really?  If I had known that it would have all ended this badly I would have never gotten involved. I would have never answered the phone when he called, I would have made some sort of an excuse. If I had done things differently I wonder where I'd be right now...still here or somewhere different w/ someone different? 

I have always believed that if you are meant to meet someone and know them then you will no matter what decisions you make...destiny is destiny. I've always believe that no matter what if it was meant to happen then it would. And maybe that is a cop out because it's saying that no matter what you do you will eventually end up in the same spot no matter what decisions you made to get you somewhere else. I think that you make your own decisions and pick your own path to a certain extent. But when someone is meant to be in your life they are going to make it there somehow. Or at least that's how I'm hoping this damn universe works because if not then everything that I have done has just been for shits and giggles. Which is fun and I'm all about the fun but I also think that there should be a point to all the pain and work and stuggle. 

I hate these damn serious posts

I was thinkin maybe I shouldn't update this thing til tomorrow so I can spill about school as well as all the other stuff. BUT I'm bored, so I'm spillin now! ha

Work is good, I actually really really really like it.  It's fits into my class sched. perfectly. MWF I have a classes from 9-9:50, 10-10:50, then a break til my class from 1-1:50 and if I have to work I have an hour break til I have to be there! TR I have classes from 9:30-10:45 and then 11-12:15. And if I have to work I have about 2 1/2 hr break! yay for my time management skills. This morning I had work...at 7 in the freaking morning. I swear I have no clue how I actually made it to school on time in high school, so glad I'm out of high school. It was fun while it lasted but to tell you the truth I really don't remember that many details about any of those 4 yrs. Well, I take that back...I remember the flirting, the dating, the drama, the boys, THE BOY, and how small it all seems now. Anyway.....

Oh, I think I set the world record for fastest lost school ID today. I went to fee payment, got everything straight (except for my book voucher, don't even get me started on that crap), and I'm about to leave when I realize I need a meal plan and then I realize that I lost my ID at the end of last year. So we go all the way back to the front of the line and add the charges for my ID and meal plan to my bill (oh and it's a big bill). Go to the end of the whole long process of fee payment, take the picture (I went to Piss Party last night and then had work @ 7 this morning, let's just say I wasn't lookin too great), and now I have my "great' new ID. Go over to the meal plan line to have some stupid sticker put on the back of my ID to show that I have that damn plan (whatever sense that makes), and as we are leaving Emily insists that we take our pictures for the yearbook....